new food find and getting nervous!

Why do I still struggle 16 months after my surgery to force down protein? Is it because I get tired of the same foods? Knowing I have to chew chew chew? Takes too long to eat?

Excuses I know but very true. I've been grabbing foods that slide down quickly so I can move on with my day. Old habits creeping back in and I need to put a stop to it I know. Working on my head for this one.

Not a huge tuna fan but I so try to be! I found some lemon seasoned tuna for 4 bucks a pop at the grocery store and cursed them while purchasing a few cans. But I wanted to try something new and the small amount made it look like I could eat it fast? Weird mind I have.

They were delish and DID take a while to eat darnit. But that's ok.

Then I was in Target and saw these puppies for $1.56 and being the frugal gal I am I had coupons of course. They are smaller cans but good for portion control I suppose.

I ditch those buttery crackers or give them to the kids

If I want crunch then I pair them with what my hubby calls cardboard.

So yummy and so much cheaper!

On another note.....

I.am.nervous.

2 days until this fashion show!! I still have not perfected my heel walking. I need to before I land on my face. I still struggle with the "fat" girl inside. Even though I have lost 100 lbs I still see the overweight girl and still think I look fat. I'm hoping that night will help me break free from that..just a little.

We got treated to a haircut/highlights day and it was alot of fun. Having crappy hair from the surgery itself and being so anemic has done a number on my hair. It's growing back finally but funky.

And lemme just say I cannot for the life of me replicate the 'do. I have bought and returned 2 flat irons and now am trying with a curling iron. I hate walking around with this flat hair! Sigh...

yep. May never see this look again. But it was fun t have thick bouncy curls for one day!

I'll post pics of the show..if I am brave enough :)

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xo